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LIVE NOT BY LIES, ALEXANDER SOLZHENITSYN |
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At one time we dared not even whisper. Now we write and read samizdat |
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and sometimes when we gather in the smoking room of the Science |
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Institute we complain frankly to one another. What kind of tricks are they |
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playing on us, and where are they dragging us? There is gratuitous boasting |
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of cosmic achievements while poverty and destruction exist at home. |
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Propping up remote uncivilised regimes. Fanning up civil war. And we |
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recklessly fostered Mao Tse-tung (at our expense) — and we shall be the |
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ones sent to war against him and we will have to go. Is there any way out? |
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They put anybody they want on trial and put sane people in asylums - |
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always they; we are powerless. |
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Things have almost reached rock-bottom. A universal spiritual death has |
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already touched us all and physical death will soon flare up and consume us |
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and our children. But, as before, we still smile in a cowardly fashion and |
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mumble with our tongues tied. What can we do to stop it? We haven't the |
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strength. We have been so hopelessly dehumanised that for today's ration of |
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food we are willing to abandon all our principles, our souls and the efforts |
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of our predecessors, as well as all the opportunities for our descendants, |
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Just don't disturb our fragile existence! |
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We lack resolution, pride and enthusiasm. We don't even fear universal |
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nuclear death, nor do we fear a third world war — perhaps we can hide in |
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crevices. We just fear acts of civil courage. We are afraid to lag behind the |
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herd and to take one step alone — and suddenly to find ourselves without |
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white bread, heating gas and a Moscow registration. What was drummed in |
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our ears at political courses we have now internalised: live comfortably and |
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all will be well ever after. You cannot escape your environment and social |
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conditions. Existence determines consciousness. What does it have to do |
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with us? We cannot do anything about it. |
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But we can! We lie to ourselves to preserve our peace of mind. It is |
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not they who should be blamed but ourselves. One can object, but cannot |
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imagine what to do. Gags have been stuffed into our mouths. Nobody |
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wants to listen to us and nobody asks our opinion. How can we force them |
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to listen to us? It is impossible to change their minds. It would be logical |
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to vote them out of office, but there are no elections in our country. In the |
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West people resort to strikes and protest demonstrations, but we are too |
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downtrodden and it is too horrifying for us. How can one suddenly |
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renounce a job and take to the streets? Other fatal paths tested during the |
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last century by our bitter Russian history are even less suitable for us, and |
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truly we do not need them. |
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Now that the axes have done their work and everything that was sown |
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has sprouted, we can see that the young and presumptuous people who |
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thought they would make our country just and happy through terror, |
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bloody rebellion and civil war were themselves misled. No thanks, fathers |
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of enlightenment! Now we know that infamous methods breed infamous |
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results . . . Let our hands be clean! |
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Is the circle closed? Is there really no way out? Is there only one thing |
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left to do - to wait without taking any action? Maybe something will |
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happen by itself. But it will never happen as long as we daily acknowledge, |
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extol and strengthen — and do not sever ourselves from — the most |
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perceptible of its aspects: lies. When violence intrudes into peaceful life, |
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its face glows with self-confidence, as if it were carrying a banner and |
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shouting: 'I am violence. Run away, make way for me — I will crush you.' |
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But violence quickly grows old. After only a few years it loses confidence |
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in itself, and in order to maintain a respectable face it summons falsehood |
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as its ally — since violence can conceal itself with nothing except lies, and |
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the lies can be maintained only by violence. Violence does not lay its paw |
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on every shoulder every day: it demands from us only obedience to lies and |
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daily participation in lies. And this submissiveness is the crux of the matter. |
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The simplest and most accessible key to our self-neglected liberation is this: |
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personal non-participation in lies. Though lies may conceal everything, |
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though lies may control everything, we should be obstinate about this one |
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small point: let them be in control but without any help from any of us. |
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This opens a breach in the imaginary encirclement caused by our inaction. |
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It is the easiest thing for us to do and the most destructive for the lies. |
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Because when people renounce lies it cuts short their existence. Like |
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a virus, they can survive only in a living organism. |
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Let us admit it: we have not matured enough to march into the squares |
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and shout the truth out loud or to express aloud what we think. It is not |
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necessary. It's dangerous. But let us refuse to say what we do not think. |
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This is our path, the easiest and the most accessible one, which allows for |
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our inherent, well-rooted cowardice. And it is much easier (it's shocking |
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even to say this) than the sort of civil disobedience that Gandhi advocated |
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Our path is not that of giving conscious support to lies about anything at |
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all. And once we realise where the perimeters of falsehood are (everyone |
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sees them in his own way), our path is to walk away from this gangrenous |
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boundary. If we did not paste together the dead bones and scales of |
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ideology, if we did not sew together rotting rags, we would be astonished |
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how quickly the lies would be rendered helpless and would subside. That |
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which should be naked would then really appear naked before the whole |
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world. |
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So in our timidity, let us each make a choice: whether to remain |
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consciously a servant of falsehood (of course, it is not out of inclination but |
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to feed one's family that one raises one's children in the spirit of lies), or to |
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shrug off the lies and become an honest man worthy of respect from one's |
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children and contemporaries. |
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And from that day onward he: |
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* will not sign, write or print in any way a single phrase which in his |
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opinion distorts the truth |
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* will utter such a phrase neither in private conversation nor in public, |
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neither on his own behalf nor at the prompting of someone else, |
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* neither in the role of agitator, teacher, educator, nor as an actor |
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* will not depict, foster or broadcast a single idea in which he can see |
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a distortion of the truth, whether it be in painting, sculpture, |
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photography, technical science or music |
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* will not cite out of context, either orally or in writing, a single |
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quotation to please someone, to feather his own nest, to achieve success |
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in his work, if he does not completely share the idea which is quoted, |
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or if it does not accurately reflect the matter at issue |
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* will not allow himself to be compelled to attend demonstrations and |
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meetings if they are contrary to his desire |
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* will immediately walk out of a meeting, session, lecture, performance |
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or film if he hears a speaker tell lies, or purvey ideological nonsense |
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or shameless propaganda |
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* will not subscribe to or buy a newspaper or magazine in which |
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information is distorted and primary facts are concealed. |
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I have not enumerated, of course, all possible and necessary ways of |
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avoiding lies, but whoever begins to cleanse himself will easily apply the |
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cleansing pattern to other cases. It will not be the same for everybody at |
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first. Some will lose their jobs. But there are no loopholes for anybody who |
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wants to be honest. On any given day, any one of us, even those securely |
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working in technical sciences, will be confronted with at least one of the |
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above choices. Either truth or falsehood: towards spiritual independence |
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or towards spiritual servitude. |
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And he who is not sufficiently courageous to defend his soul - don't let |
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him be proud of his 'progressive' views, and don't let him boast that he is |
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an academician or a people's artist, a distinguished figure or a general. Let |
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him say to himself: I am a part of the herd and a coward. It's all the same |
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to me as long as I'm fed and kept warm. |
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Even this path — the most moderate of all paths of resistance — would |
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not be easy for those of us who have become too set in our ways. But it |
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would be far easier than a hunger strike or a self-immolation. The flames |
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would not touch your body, your eye would not burst from the heat and |
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your family should always be able to get black bread and fresh water. |
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Has not the great European nation Czechoslovakia — betrayed and |
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deceived by us — demonstrated how even an armourless breast, if it holds |
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a worthy heart, can stand up to the onslaught of tanks? |
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This would not be an easy path, but the easiest of all possible ones. Not |
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an easy path — but there are people among us, dozens of them, who have |
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been observing all these conditions for years and who live by the truth. |
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Therefore you will not be the first to take this path, you will join |
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others! It will be easier and shorter if we embark on it in great and friendly |
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numbers. If we are in thousands it will not be possible for them to do |
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anything to anyone. If we are in tens of thousands we will not recognise |
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our own country! |
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If we are too frightened, then we should stop complaining that we are |
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being suffocated. We are doing this to ourselves. If we bow down even |
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further and wait longer, our brothers the biologists may then help to bring |
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nearer the day when our thoughts can be read and our genes restructured. |
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If we are too frightened to do anything, then we are hopeless and |
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worthless people and the lines of Pushkin fit us well: |
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What use to the herds the gifts of freedom? |
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The scourge, and a yoke with tinkling bells |
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— this is their heritage, bequeathed to every generation. |
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Moscow, 12 February 1974 |
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https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/pdf/10.1080/03064220408537357 |
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https://wackowiki.org/doc/Dev/Translations How to Translate |
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